LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP AND 100 ALL TIME BEST FONTS

Gaah, I've really got to admit, life without boyfriend around is quite... different. While I used to incorporate him into my daily plan and considerations, and the fact is that I always made plans so that I could spend time with him, but now with him not being around, I'm pretty much lacking of reasons to plan things out and drag my sorry butt to go to places other than my own bed. Other than the fact that my bed seems to miss me a lot lately... (excuses, excuses)

(Oh, a bit of an update, the boyfriend is now in Slovakia for an assignment. Yeah, Slovakia! How groovy! Until the next 2 years and 11 months. Holy crap. That's a frekin' long time.)

Anyway, yesterday, I had succeeded to get myself up and took myself to places (if you can call MALLS as places). I indulged myself with a necklace and a tube top (WTF?? What do I need it for? Someone please knock some sense to my consciousness, thank you) and some face cream (more WTF). And then my girl friends texted me like madness to get myself join them for a karaoke night.

And then we spent the night sitting in a LOUD, NOISY cafe (or club, was it? but then again, dont't ask me. My eyes almost popped out when a girl friend of mine ordered a bubblegum-colored drink that costs like Rp 70.000 and tasted like Lysol and so strong it almost choked the hell out of her, but seemed it became everyone's favourite drink that night, everyone but me, because I ordered, here it goes, FRUIT PUNCH JUICE for the celebration of the hip and in-style night out. Classy, no?)

"Lost" was not exactly the right word to describe my situation last night because, heck, it was really worst. I was thinking about my laptop the whole time last night, and imagining myself becoming this geeky, laptop-screen staring girl that I actually am. How pathetic is that? I know. (While my girlfriend was paying some cash for her Raspberry-scent shower gel at The Body Shop, I was weighing up a box of sets of laptop screen cleaner. No joking).

Anyway, I realize, perhaps this is just a phase where I need to readjust my life to the fact that I am alone at the moment. We've been living separately for a little over a month right now and I think I'm doing great, as much as I hope he is as well. Some occasional dirty daydreaming involved (haha.. noooo.. I've not gotten to that dirty part yet) in between the month, but then again, life is grand, ain't it?

Readjusting to groovy crazy girl friends, to new big plans, to far away trips, to long distance relationship (!!), to new exciting things, to learning a new foreign language, to laughing alone watching a ridiculously funny movie. Oh, the last one is a killer. I kinda miss him now. An itty bitty bit.

Like now. I'm downloading 100 all time best fonts and it's already 90% now, and I can't wait to install it in my laptop. Hahahaha. How do you readjust to that.

Send help asap!